dyosanangmgadyosa
i-will-get-you-back:

Naaalala mo pa ba? Naaalala mo pa ba nung unang beses kang nagtext sakin? Naaalala mo pa ba nung unang beses kang tumawag sakin? Naaalala mo pa ba kung pano ka nahulog sakin at ako sayo? Yung una nating pagkikita, naaalala mo pa ba? Yung pakiramdam nung unang beses mo akong niyakap at hinawakan ang kamay ko? Yung pakiramdam nung una mo akong hinalikan? Naaalala mo pa lahat? Nung unang beses mo akong napatawa? Nung nakita mo akong ngumiti ng dahil sayo? Nung unang beses nating nagkasama? Naaalala mo pa ba yung unang umaga na nakita mo akong katabe mo? Yung unang beses na nakilala ko ang pamilya mo? Naaalala mo pa ba bawat bagay na kinahihiligan kong gawin? Mga mannerisms ko? Kung pano ako matulog? Yung sulat ko? Yung mahaba kong buhok na gustong gusto mo? Kung pano mo hawakan ang bewang ko at kung pano mo ako yakapin mula sa likod ko, naaalala mo pa ba? Kung gano mo ako kamahal dati, naaalala mo pa ba?

i-will-get-you-back:

Naaalala mo pa ba? Naaalala mo pa ba nung unang beses kang nagtext sakin? Naaalala mo pa ba nung unang beses kang tumawag sakin? Naaalala mo pa ba kung pano ka nahulog sakin at ako sayo? Yung una nating pagkikita, naaalala mo pa ba? Yung pakiramdam nung unang beses mo akong niyakap at hinawakan ang kamay ko? Yung pakiramdam nung una mo akong hinalikan? Naaalala mo pa lahat? Nung unang beses mo akong napatawa? Nung nakita mo akong ngumiti ng dahil sayo? Nung unang beses nating nagkasama? Naaalala mo pa ba yung unang umaga na nakita mo akong katabe mo? Yung unang beses na nakilala ko ang pamilya mo? Naaalala mo pa ba bawat bagay na kinahihiligan kong gawin? Mga mannerisms ko? Kung pano ako matulog? Yung sulat ko? Yung mahaba kong buhok na gustong gusto mo? Kung pano mo hawakan ang bewang ko at kung pano mo ako yakapin mula sa likod ko, naaalala mo pa ba? Kung gano mo ako kamahal dati, naaalala mo pa ba?

nobodysqueen
But some things are just too broken to be fixed. No matter how hard you try because pain doesn’t care if you’d give anything to stop someone from hurting inside. It will take everything you have, even if what you have is nothing at all. And I stopped believing that love conquers all. When I tried to show her how perfect she is, but she still didn’t want to hear the words ‘You are beautiful’ Because she fell in love with a sadness that did not belong to her. She fell in love with the pain that she saw in movies or read about in books. She fell in love because she wanted to know what it felt like to have a reason to want to kill yourself. She fell in love with that pain and she kept it as her own. So on the nights she wakes up screaming because she is scared, not of the monsters in the closet, but the ones in her head. On those nights, she was trembling, trying to regain her breath while crying then fall apart one more time. Whenever she meets people, she tells them not to get too close to her, because she breaks everything she touches. But the truth is, the only thing she’s been breaking is her own heart and soul and she won’t stop until there is nothing left but broken whispers of the girl she used to be.
And that girl is me. (via nobodysqueen)

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